Well I thought since nobody I know has tumblr and even if they do they don’t know I have it, that I’d write this.. Still tbh, I don’t care if he sees because he knows anyway. But I just need to write it here, maybe I’m hoping there’s the off chance he might see? I don’t know..

I can’t get him out of my head. Like seriously, there’s not a day goes by where I don’t miss the way things used to be. He’s so amazing. I love his gorgeous smile, that kind of sits to one side in that cute, goofy sort of way. I love his lovely thick, soft hair and the fact that he loves it almost as much as I do. I love his gorgeous, amazing, perfect, breathtaking, cute, sexy, bright, shiney, blue eyes. I love how happy he makes me, I even love how sad he makes me. There’s so much I would just love to say but I can’t. Eugh now I’m feeling kind of stupid. *thinks about hitting delete* But.. you know what? No. I won’t delete. I’m not gonna carry on.. but I’m not gonna delete what I’ve written. So yeah… *awkward silence* bye..